its hard to post things because nothing’s real or true, you know what i mean? like i’ll write something and its like. i dont recognise any of this thinking. and im really sick at just looking at pictures? and jokes that are centered on recognition of a previous joke or thing? im lost online. i think im like, freaking out, just in general, constantly. in my life. im having a problem. and i have no drugs. eeeyiikes.